ok first of all.. mummy wants to write about you from the very first day! hiks hiks but of course.. later on i got some hesitation and figure out i should wait until the time is right.. and guess what.. its time baby..
hihi anyway.. i dont want to forget all the feelings and details later on in the future while conceiving you so i guess i better wrote it down... because one day you will know how forgetful your mom can be... kekekekek
anyway... around this time last year, i thought i was conceiving considering i skipped my swiss-clock-sharp-period... but to our avail.. i was tested negative... from that day onwards.. i was looking forward for the day i would miss my period.. but came all the abundance workload mummy has to carry.. and your abah (kekekek ur father still havent decide yet what would it be for him.. so we just call him abah ye) was starting on some partnership venture with his friends... and so... time fly by... and we still havent got a time to plan properly..
come May... my 3oth birthday.. and all i'm wishing for was to be granted rezeki from Allah for a munchkin...
your abah was confident enough that this year Ramadhan I will be pregnant! hahahah he literally said... i will have my ramadhan penuh again this year... now doa your abah.. and our relentless effort in conceiving you... Allah permudahkan for us...
I felt very tired during ramadhan.. a weird feeling... would come back from work.. and sleep... sleep and sleep... i will woke up early in the morning to prepare your abah sahur.. and that is the only time when i feel a little bit energetic... so i begging to feel a wee bit suspicious...
i was confident that i'm pregnant.. so i got myself tested 2 days before my menstrual cycle started - we tested you in rumah wan and ki.. last year when mummy try first time to test for pregnancy still kat rumah wan and ki..
punyerlah nervous.. mummy peed at the wrong side of the stick!! (oh yes .. your mummy is one very clumsy lady :P ) kekekek terus gi beli lain sebab nak test jugak2... it was very blurry!!! two lines.. but the line was very blurry.... but i was very confident and adamant... sedih jugak.. mcm tak confirm... your abah rileks je lagi... dia maintain macho taknak excited lagi... hihihi
kekeke i waited for another week to take another test... tadaaaaa!!!! TWO LINES baby!!! but still quite blurry! ahaks now both mummy and abah are a little bit thrilled but I am still not certain... and i waited for another week.. to test my self again.. alhamdulillah.. the lines are getting better.. and mummy make the first visit to mummy's OB... in DEMC...
Alhamdulillah baby.. you are mummy and abah rezeki and rahmah from Allah... you grow healthily in mummy's womb yer.. mummy and abah will protect you and love you...
Syukur Alhamdulillah.
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